| well life has changed that drasticly< and more then likley i spelled that wrong, well life is actually slowly becoming easier to cope with, not that it was hard to adjust with in the first place, but its better, me and jamie are great, friends are still sticking, my sister is being more of a guidence counsler, and la-la-la and be hold im happy...went to a party to "loosen up" and realized i got hammered and yelled at jamie over the phone then past out...great huh? so i feel like a dick about that one. this school years coming to an end, and what ive realized is keep your friends close, and if you make it good for yourself you wont have any ememies to worry about. Its kinda of funny how i see everyone changing now-a days, and i can look in the mirror and find that same out come for me as well... kinda weird, but whatever i'll deal. Im maturing and i know i am. Im settling down, with jamie and yet going out with my friends my restrictions slim, i mean im not cheating or nothing like that, i just can be me.kinda crazy..weird part is, id trade it all to be with jamie for a day. its getting harder and harder to see her....its killer.....i deal, well to everyone in the class of 05' fuck off..your lucky to get out hell...and for all this kids coming next year, im sorry but im probley going to have to respect for you...but fuck it right, just remeber to not give a fuck and to not give a shit what people think....
Keep on keeping on fuckers....
Love you all , espically my jamie
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